-unknown frequency-

Today I had a weird dreammmmm. Woke up at 8am+ then went back to sleep around 10+, during this time (the 10+ dream) I had this weird dream about me and someone...

I know my cousin was in the dream, advicing me about businesses... somewhere in the dream towards the ending, there was a fight, I was with someone else in that scene (obviously Ive forgot most of the details), Im not sure if it was an old friend of mine or another cousin of mine, all I knew was we were escaping from a group of killers... perhaps the mafia... anyway... the setting was kinda unique... sea of water, INDOORS (in a fancy hotel or restaurant; not in the dining area), and platforms that are floating on the water...

We had gotten pretty far from the "mafia", we had our belongings with us... lots of baggage, im not certain why our belongings came in the from of heavy luggage. All I knew is that we could not escape if we were to insist on bringing them with us. But then out of a sudden, there was this person, (not sure who again) that was being pulled out from his/her platform, Im not sure why there was that person appearing out of nowhere but it was certain he/she was very important to me... we (as in with the other person with me) wanted to save him/her and at that instant, escaping was the last thing on our minds, more like... an adrenaline rush or just plain impulsive...

Whatever it is, the guy next to me (was certain he was a male) peddled/swam in with his platform... I too, but was a few distance behind him... when his platform clashed with the mafia's he suddenly got out numbered, but he struggled to fight back...

I sat there, frozen, didnt know what to do... all i did was... froze. He looked back at me... yelling me to help him... I really couldnt even move myself, even though i really wanted to help him. He pulled back and dived back towards me, fleeing from the mafia crowd... they gave chase. I pedaled back... away from him...

He called me a traitor...
I stunned... then... suddenly I dunno why... I felt this... weirdness... like an aura around me... I jumped in on his platform (which was a few distance in front of mine) landed, and killed off all the basterds... Im not sure what weapon i used but Im certain during the attack, I was holding a lightsaber (wtf?) and used powers similar to the force (starwars)... call me weird but its just my dream...

The person in-charge of those mafia wasnt so lucky, i strangled him with the force, lifting him up from the ground, without using my hands...

Suddenly... (the most weirdest part) I heard a familiar song playing... (Naruto the Movie: Home Sweet Home by YUKI) at first i didnt know what song was it but it was so damn familiar... it was a beautiful tune.

The song came in like as though it was at the end of a movie that was playing in my head. Though no credits were displayed (thk gdness; if so i might be seeing only my name -_-") the song kept playing, it was so clear, the lyrics everything...

... then a snapped out of the dream... lol

I was like... huh? wah? wtf? whats that song? Then i got up from my bed, sat there and wondered where that song came from... and then... suddenly I remembered... lol

Im listening it now as Im typing... as weird as it seemed, but... the experience was...

... soothing...

-unknown frequency- Ending transmission,
-JoeL

27th March, 2006

sw33t... mom told me that the tampines swimming complex is about to open... just 3 more days left!

Need ta go fer a d33p in da pool of chio... i mean... water... chio water... havnt swim in it for ages~ X) time ta break da sp3ll! Its gonna beh kewl with all the l33t, sw33t, r0x3rz, b4b3hs!... but thats just me... =/

I wonder how much's the entrance fee... Xo

Anyway... lemme see...

"I LIKE TO SCARE CATS!"

err...

-JoeL

SIP: Ending of week 4...

err... so much to write, I dun even know what to say or how to say...

so... I chose not to say cauz there's no point saying them anyway lol!~ Xp

Anyway... 4 more weeks to go, pretty fast huh? Hope you guys are doing well on ur side. Everything is changing, not sure whether its for the good or for the worse but yea... its definately changing... even the environment around my house is changing so drastically, I could hardly recognise it. I bet if I could teleport my old "me" in the past to the present, he'd be suffering a heart attack if he takes a look at this. lol

The only thing that scares me about "time" the most is to lose someone whom you know you love but is unable to show it to him/her... and once that person is gone, u'll never be able to have the chance to do so again... so I juz wanna remind you guys... dun take people for granted... esp those you really care for...

Coming to 20 this year... I realised how much time I have left... and its not that long... the average person a guy could live is about 70... Im not sure what's todays standards but it doesnt really matter... its not a lot anyway...

So in other words... ive already used up about 1/3 of my life. Im just wondering now whether if im able to live that long... and even if I do... what will I be in the next 2/3 of my life that has yet to be written...

If you'd ask me things like this in the past... Ill juz say live life to the fullest... but what's that? What is living your live to the fullest? Is it fulfilling your dreams? Starting a family and be happy? or what...? I guess... I'm not even sure anymore... or perhaps Im just thinking to much while Im writing this... heh... honestly, I wasnt going to write such a long post... but I think... somehow... -_-" nvm

ANYWAY! Just thoughts... watashi 2 cents desu...

*gameless, dunno wad to explore now...*

All the best in ur last 4 weeks yea? X) ja...

-JoeL

SIP: Day 1 - 2

Hmm... sry bout' not updating the blog for quite some time... err here goes...

It all started on the first day of work at SIM Tech, NTU. I wasnt certain how long it will take me to reach my workplace by 8am. However, after calculating the traveling time, giving quite a bit of allowances, Ive managed to come up with a full prove plan... simply by waking up at 6am everyday I should be able to reach there early.

However, there was another problem:

4 bus rides + 2 Mrt rides = hole in pocket (to and fro)

therefore, hole in pocket x 20 = poor bastard

solution... keyword "consession"

However on the first day, i didnt have the time to get the consession thingy so... from 10+ bucks, it became 4+ bucks... suck ass... period...

On that same day... we got 2 phases of projects...

1st phase -->
1 corporate video in flash and 1 seminar flash slide (due date: 9th march)

2nd phase -->
main project (secret) all the way till sip ends

And yea... the 1st phase really drained me alot on the first day... collecting data, trying to resume the work which the in-house designer did and familiarizing with the company, basically getting use to the place around us.

Ive just received information regarding Thursday's IMD dinner... haha. Not sure if i'll be able to make it... but i'll... try.

Well, i guess thats all... damn tired. bah bah!

-JoeL