Good vs Not Good

I think lotsa shit is pounding on me... thk goodness Ive got SCO to try and "ace" it. Tho its juz a game... it aint that bad. The feeling and adrenaline is real... so thats what counts. Obviously shit continues to come by my way... i think imma just "dun give a fuck" and try to make do with what I have... turning that pile of shit into gold.

Ive learnt quite a lot this week... about learning to "not give a fuck" and to take things (that I do not have power against) lightheartedly... to laugh at my mistakes... but strengthen my weaknesses.

Procrestination sucks real bad...

... do now!... ask questions later! ffs!

These two weeks... sighh, i think ive disappointed lotsa pple... and yea, i guess its my fault. No, it is my fault... coz i know most of it is something I could have taken control of... but i just didnt. Its time to stop slacking and start working... Ive slept too much, and too darn long.

... its time to wake up.

-JoeL